Released: 3 August 2021
Published by: Scribe Publications
Genre: Australian Contemporary
Source: Purchased
Pages: 244
Rating: 3 of 5 stars
Jessie had said they should go at midnight. 'It’s the gods’ time,' she said, narrowing her eyes dramatically. 'Anything could happen.’
It’s the 1980s, and in their small coastal town, Ali and her best friend, Jessie, are on the cusp. With ‘The Golden Book’, a journal of incantation and risk taking as their record, they begin to chafe at the restrictions put on them by teachers, parents, each other. Then Jessie suffers a devastating accident, and both their lives are forever changed.
When Ali is an adult, with a young daughter herself, the news of Jessie’s death brings back the intensity of that summer, forcing her to reckon with her own role in what happened to Jessie so many years ago.
As this stunning debut moves back and forth in time, and Ali’s secrets are forced into the light, Kate Ryan asks profound questions about responsibility and blame, and, ultimately, about love.
The complexities of friendships while on the cusp of coming-of-age are brought into stark focus in Kate Ryan's dreamlike novel The Golden Book. Capturing the haze of nostalgia as the main character Ali reflects on the reckless stages of growing up with bohemian and risk-taking best friend Jessie, this is a story which explores the adventurous spirit of adolescence, blurred lines between responsibility and blame and what it means to move past events with shocking consequences.
How could she say any of it? If only she hadn't suggested it in the first place. If only she had been clearer, stronger, braver, less envious of Jessie. If only Jessie had learnt to read. She was tortured by the idea of the Golden Book, that Jessie's family would read her looping writing, her meanness, her fury, her way with words. Her mind would circle over and over these things, and it seemed that even in sleep she was trying to work out what to do. How had it happened?
While the shifting timeframes between Ali's present state as a mother and writer and her past escapades with Jessie were sometimes jolting in the plot, there is something to be said about Ryan's mesmerising turns of phrase. The golden haze of the 1980s in all its carefree modes of upbringing, kids riding bikes in the street and reckless energy, are so effortlessly depicted. Each line feels deliberate and ebbs slowly towards the bigger revelations of just what happened to Jessie in the time before her death. Ali's memories and the attention given to the pair's competitive yet magnetic friendship, tainted with the knowledge that a power imbalance would always exist, are deftly examined. It's an interesting element to see Ali herself reflecting in her writing class about what she and Jessie would get up to, the wild adventures and dares, alongside the darker undercurrent that slowly began to permeate their bond. At times the pace of the novel may have lagged, but you can't help but be immersed once more by the desire to know what led to Jessie's fate and discover how not only Ali, but also Jessie's family, had reacted.
Maybe she could fix it all, get the real Jessie back from wherever she had gone. She thought of stealing the book, and planning this allowed her to sleep. Sometimes the repetitive thoughts were like voices, coming from a place that was part of her and Jessie too. She had began to wonder whether she had done it on purpose, after all, had really wanted to hurt her. And in the morning, drugged with pure exhaustion, she knew nothing could be done.
Another interesting element of The Golden Book is the thread that ties past experiences of childhood into how we then choose to raise our own children. Ali's rawness in reflecting on her friendship with Jessie that influences her behaviours now as a woman in a new relationship, with her school-aged daughter Tam, adds another layer of depth to the story. There are some thoughtful points raised about how past trauma and guilt can still linger years after an event, the realisation that one day every child will stretch further from the ties of their parents, and that time while a great healer, can often shift back into memories which one would rather leave behind.
FINAL THOUGHTS
Imbued with nostalgia and exploring some deep themes on what happens when childhood friendships shift into reckless territory, The Golden Book is definitely worth a read. Though at times it may feel as though the shifting in time between the past and the present becomes blurred, Kate Ryan is one to watch for her mesmerising writing style and sharp eye for examining the relationships that shape us.
Imbued with nostalgia and exploring some deep themes on what happens when childhood friendships shift into reckless territory, The Golden Book is definitely worth a read. Though at times it may feel as though the shifting in time between the past and the present becomes blurred, Kate Ryan is one to watch for her mesmerising writing style and sharp eye for examining the relationships that shape us.
