Author Interview with KJ Taylor
How have your own personal experiences shaped your
writing journey for The Price of Magic?
I have Asperger’s Syndrome, which wasn’t diagnosed until I
was sixteen. I’m happy and living a full life today, but I had some very hard
times thanks to my… well, you can call it a disability if you like. I had a
difficult childhood – I was bullied for being different, and believed I was
“stupid”. I couldn’t relate to other kids, so I retreated into a fantasy world,
where I made up little stories and played games by myself where I pretended to
be other people – people who weren’t me, because I didn’t like being me. I
loved creating things – drawing, painting, sewing, and writing little stories
and poems. And people liked them! I also loved reading, because that was an escape
too, so the time eventually came when I started writing novels of my own. I
wanted to be a great author and prove my talent to the world (why hello there,
self-esteem issues! Where on earth did you spring from, eh? ;) ). I managed to
sell a novel to Scholastic when I was only 17, which was an incredible triumph
for yours truly. But as I continued my new career as an author, I slowly
stopped caring about proving myself. I stopped wanting to be famous, or rich.
I
realised that what really mattered was that telling stories made me happy – but
also that it made other people happy. I realised that being who and what I am
means I have something to offer the world which others can’t. And that’s the
message (well one of them) of The Price of Magic: that no matter who you are
and what your troubles might be, everyone has something to offer. Never let
anyone convince you that you’re not worth anything, and don’t let your troubles
convince you of it either. The mages in this book are analogues for artists.
They are driven by a passion to create things, as I was, and their difficulties
are what help to motivate them, as mine have. And, like artists, they tend to
be very solitary and sometimes jealous of each other (hence Aurelia’s poor
behaviour in the early parts of the book).
What first made you want to create a story in the
fantasy genre?
As a kid, and then as a teenager, I read a lot of fantasy,
mostly YA fantasy (I never really graduated to reading fantasy aimed at
adults). It was simply the genre I naturally gravitated to. I was one of those
kids who believed in magic (or, at least, liked to pretend it was real). I
think the genres we choose to write in are often a reflection of what sort of
person we are. I’m a daydreamer who likes animals and isn’t interested in, say,
outer space. Hence the ideas that come to
me are almost always fantastical in nature. So far I haven’t published
anything that isn’t fantasy.
I found your portrayal of people who are facing particular
challenges within themselves or have a disability in this novel quite a unique
and powerful one. While this can be a sensitive topic in novels, how important
was it for you to get the right message across?
Quite! I really didn’t want to upset anyone or imply that
the sick and disabled are lesser human beings, which is of course not remotely
true. However, I also didn’t want to sugarcoat anything, because that doesn’t
help either. As a person who is in a sense mentally handicapped, there are few
tropes that enrage me more than that of the “noble retard”, or the
“inspirational cripple”. It’s disgusting. We are not here to inspire “normal”
people to lead better lives – we are human beings in our own right. As a matter
of fact, after I was diagnosed I was repeatedly asked to do something to
“inspire” other people with Asperger’s, and I said “why should I be obliged to
do that, just because I have the syndrome myself?”. My publicity campaign never
mentioned it, and I never talked publicly about it until much more recently. I
wasn’t looking to inspire anyone; I just wanted to do my own thing. Was I being
selfish? Maybe; I don’t know. But why should people like me be obliged to
inspire people? I found it rather insulting, honestly. Therefore, when it came
to this book, I did what I always do when writing characters: I treated all of
them as people first and foremost. There is no golden rule which states that
the chronically ill or the disabled need to be portrayed as either “good” or
“bad”, because all of them are human beings. You can have clinical depression
and still be a huge jerk. You can be confined to a wheelchair and still be
cruel to children. So while a good number of the characters have disabilities
or chronic (in two cases, terminal) illnesses, they’re still just people when
all is said and done.
The worldbuilding was one of my favourite aspects of the
novel. How did the idea for 'The Institute' come about?
I liked the idea of magic being treated as basically a
business (a friend suggested it to me). One publisher complained that The
Institute was too much like Hogwarts, but I think that’s unfair. Yes, young
mages go there to learn, but the place isn’t a school. I was actually playing
off the old tradition of mages/wizards taking on apprentices, so there are no
classes – just one on one tutoring, and it’s more to do with learning a trade.
And secondly, the Institute is also a kind of hospital/asylum (that’s why I
called it that – it’s an institution). Mages are people who often need to be
taken care of, so it’s in their best interests to live in a place where that
care is available (it’s not really gone into, but they have plenty of qualified
doctors in residence). But the Institute really isn’t good at handling mental
illness (note how the depressed Seress is mostly just left alone, and others
are dumped in padded cells, never to be seen again). I foresee a future in
which Pip will essentially become a psychiatrist, helping others with their
emotional troubles and teaming up with another character to grow new medicinal
plants for treating mental illness. Antipsychotics, that sort of thing. If I
ever write a sequel, you will see Pip do exactly that.
Are there any other authors or books which influenced you
when writing The Price of Magic?
Despite my earlier protestations, there definitely is a bit
of Harry Potter inspiration present. Tone-wise I drew on my very first novel, The
Land of Bad Fantasy (it was a parody/satire). I was almost certainly also
influenced by Alan Marshall’s autobiography I Can Jump Puddles. Marshall was
crippled by polio as a child and spent the rest of his life on crutches, but he
never let it define his life and refused to be “the crippled kid” – he wanted
to run and swim and fight and catch rabbits just like the other boys, and he
did exactly that, and was highly insulted whenever people tried to shower him
with pity for his “terrible affliction”. Now there’s an inspiring story! Other
than that all I drew on was my own experiences – this is probably the most
personal thing I’ve ever written.
What is the best piece of advice you could give to other
aspiring authors out there?
Don’t write to succeed – write for its own sake. I won’t lie
to you – this business is incredibly hard to get into, and just as hard to stay
in. Therefore, focus on telling the stories only you can tell and worry about
selling the things later.
After this brilliant novella, can you give a hint as to what
you're writing at the moment?
Aw shucks. J Several things, as a
matter of fact! I’m never working on just one thing at a time. Some of the
things I’m writing at the moment include a satirical novel about a CEO who
slays vampires who are trying to stage a hostile takeover of his company, one
about a girl who can transform into a winged lion teaming up with a phoenix
shapeshifter to stop a secret society from taking over the country, a
Bronze-age fantasy about a dinosaur-like creature with telepathic abilities and
her human friend, the huntress who raised her. And a short story or two.
Thankyou so much for offering me this interview! As a little
bonus, I thought I’d write out a list of what each character’s Price actually
is:
Ollet “Pip” Gardener – deformed right leg, possible dwarfism
Aurelia – an unspecified terminal wasting disease
Byrne – Asperger’s Syndrome
Deodar – clinical anxiety
Seress – severe clinical depression
The villain – some kind of nerve condition which causes
chronic pain (no wonder he/she is so pissed off. I would be)
Master Hystrix – alcoholism (probably stemming from some
other issue he’s trying to drown with booze)
Master Auzerais – Prader-Willi syndrome (a condition which
leaves the sufferer incapable of ever feeling full, so they don’t know when to
stop eating)
Master Anathoth – Parkinson’s Disease
What do you love about YA fantasy?